When it rains, Homesick...

goes to a real good friends' place and makes a super-kawaii Gloomy-Bear with beads while listening to Artic Monkeys and other awesome shit, eats some kick-ass good waffles and plays Slenderman (HEEEELP). Oh, and watches alarming, life-changing, creepy videos on youtube that make you doubt about the creator's mental sanity. Yesss.

Took about... FOREVER. And I even dropped something
on it, so I had to restart. fml.

DONE. Cute as hell. Looks kinda retarded tho. <3
(Cris' hand. Yeaah.)

     

You are the water in my lungs.

Quel sentimento orribile quando ti devi costringere a non amare una persona, per un motivo che ti tieni stretto, anche se punge, anche se ti lacera la pelle. Anche se ti fa piangere di notte, mille lacrime amare, ti rigano le guance, diventano perle di sale, rimangono sul cuscino. Per sempre.

Te lo tieni stretto sul petto, vicino al cuore. Un grande segreto, che neanche tu conosci profondamente.

L'unica cosa che conosci in questo mondo è il suo sorriso, gli occhi tristi anche quando ride. Come i tuoi quando ti guardi allo specchio. Esattamente lo stesso sguardo abbattuto, che nonostante le cicatrici dice al tuo animo e alla tua mente di rimanere forti, perchè non c'è altra via.

Ma il cuore, il cuore. Il cuore è debole. Il cuore non sa pensare. Il cuore non sa vedere. Come potrebbe? Nascosto dietro ai polmoni, alle costole, alla carne. Ma il cuore sente. Il cuore sente tutto. Anche se spesso non vogliamo. E' inevitabile. E' la sua natura. Pompa sangue nelle vene, sì, come a tutti. Ma perchè più velocemente quando ti ho davanti?

Perchè ti sente, ti sente forte. Ha bisogno di donare di più, sempre di più, ancora di più.

Perchè quando ti ha davanti, s'inonda di speranza, sa che ce la può fare a salvarmi, a ridarmi la vita persa tempo fa. Un ultimo sforzo. Per te, per me. 

E vedrai, anche il tuo cuore potrà inondare di calda speranza anche il tuo corpo. Te lo giuro, te lo giuro.

City Lights - Motionless in White

Falling for anime characters. √

When you finish watching an anime and you don't know what to do with your life anymore.

Yessss, I just finished watching Ao No Exorcist (Blue Exorcist) and it's FREAKING AMAZING.
Landed right away in my favorites. Why is it amazing? Weeeell:

1. The protagonist, Rin, is a sex-bomb. And he can cook. Yeeeah man. Sexy.
2. I love all that supernatural, demoniac and the-creator-actually-thought-about-an-intelligent-story
3. The fights/combats are incredibly cool.
4. The first opening song is pure awesomeness.
5. It's really well drawn.
6. The protagonist is sexy. (did I already mention that?)

Anyway, wondering which anime I should start watching next. I've got a very long list. Planning on seeing all of them. :3

                              

                   

OHYESI'MSUCHAFREAK <3

The Corpse Bride.

My love for this movie is infinite, I believe. It gives me the shivers every time, I could watch it over and over again. I love the dark atmospheres Tim Burton creates in his movies, and the way he makes them funny in a certain way. The Corpse Bride is a very sad and poetic movie, it gets me every time I watch it. And then I cry. A lot. But really a lot. OH, EMILY. SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL. <3

The Corpse Bride - Piano Duet

And maybe...

E forse, come le stelle, alcuni di noi sono già morti, ma continuano a brillare.

And maybe, just like stars, some of us are already dead, but continue shining.

Rain, Tea, and Creepers

Rainy day here in Madrid, but not cold.
I actually like this kind of weather. Staying home reading a book or watching a movie, drinking a cup of hot tea if possible.
But no, I had to go to school. Yay. <3
I have to sing a song in front of my class with a classmate in a month/few weeks and I'm already pretty nervous. First, because I've been with this class since September, and I didn't make any friends except a girl who was my friend even before going in this new class. Second, because I'm a very shy person, and I'm not even sure about my singing skills.
I mean, I seriously LOVE singing. I sing without even thinking about it, without even noticing. I just do. Still, it's hard for me to sing for others, for strangers.
We'll be singing If it Means a lot to You, by A Day to Remember. One of my favorite songs ever. asdfghjk. *-*
ATTENTION, ATTENTION: I bought the CREEPERS! Fuck yeah. So happy. I will post a photo as soon as I come up with a cool outfit, pinky promise. :3

Also, I bought some tea, called "Midsummer's Peach". Dunno, it sounded cute and tasty. It's peach flavored. *captain obvious mode: ON*
As pretty much no one knows, I love tea. I have a cup everyday, and in winter I bring a thermos with me to school. Yeah, very interesting. Not.

I should proooobably go and finish my homework, I'm still not done.

Awesomeness.

You will be mine soon. <3

Anyway, I was thinking of posting some outfit-pictures as well. I'm not much of an amazing dresser (meaning my outfits aren't cool at all), but I've always wanted to do that. Sow why not there? :3
Also, I'm not much of a model, so you'll have to cope with my goofiness.
Yepp, awesome.
I'm out.

May the Dark Lord be with you!

When your shelf looks like some satanists' ritual altar.
Well,  I just like fire and the smell of candles.
And Satan. Just kidding.
Or maybe not.

Yes, that thing on the right actually is a pig.

Led Zeppelin - No Quarter

Suicidal

Sangue nelle vene, acqua nei polmoni, morte nel cuore.

It's monday.

AND I DON'T HAVE SCHOOL TODAY!

Yepp, no school because of some teacher-shit-fuck-reunion. AAAAAWWW YEAH!

So yesterday I went to sleep at a friend's place and we really had some fun: talking, sweets, youtube videos, prank phone calls... you name it. We went to bed at 5am, woke up at 11:15.
Made some tasty-ass pancakes while listening to Green Day and Limp Bizkit... Yeah, that's how awesome we iz.

                                         

                           Some Chinese fruit I had never seen before in my whole life. It tastes kinda funny.  

Made me realize that although I miss my friends in my hometown (I had to move, whole story will soon be told), I can still have some fun.
Still, I miss all of them like I've never missed anyone before, and I wish I could go back.
That is my biggest dream.

†

She looked at the girl straight in the eyes, those sad, sad, eyes fringed by black eyeliner the bitter tears had washed away. Her finger ran down the girl's neck, her body was cold, and her skin deathly pale, like a corpse's. Their lips touched, for half a second. "I hate you", she whispered to the girl, moving away. Then, she punched the mirror in front of her, which fell apart in a million little pieces around her feet.

One does not simply...

dry a dog while it's trying to eat the towel

After a rainy walk in the park with Orsa :3

Legalize Love.

Because no government, no society can tell us how and what to feel towards whom.
Making war is fine, killing a man is fine if you do it for your country.
Loving a man is wrong, because society decided it is. The government did.
I am on this planet since a few years, I just got here. Yet, I am much more mature than the men who rule the world I live in. I want to love who I love, freely. I don't care about gender, I don't care about labels. No one can decide for us. Even if some of us are hetero, it doesn't mean we can't fight for gay rights. "You don't need to be a tree to fight against deforestation. You don't reed to be a mouse to fight against animal testing". Hating someone for loving just isn't right. Wouldn't it hurt you if you couldn't hold your girlfriend's or boyfriend's hand, or kiss her/him publicly, just because some people out there hate you for loving someone?
The future is in our young hands, and we can change it. We can build a world in which everyone is free to love. Because love isn't gender, people aren't genitals. When you fall for someone, you fall for what's in their minds, in their hearts. Not for what they have in their pants.

                                       

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Hipster Food Photo (HFP)

Man, I would repeat this breakfast another 10 times! 

Good morning sunshines!

Waking up at 11:31 on a rainy sunday, getting ready to eat some good breakfast at Mama Framboise! :3
Warning: Hipster Food Photo coming up!

Heya, earthlings!

First blog entry. Wow, exciting and all. Not sure what to say though...
Well, I am still working on the blog, trying to figure out how it works and how to make the best of it. I will be posting pretty much everyday, about random and serious shit. Oh, and I'm also going to present myself someday soon, letting you know who I am and what I love.
So brace yourselves, this is gonna be the most bbbbbbbboring blog in the universe. PEACE OUT!